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QuestionsIsn't music supposed to heal you? Sooth you? Make you feel better? Why doesn't it? Is it because I'm sitting here trying to be emotional by sub-consciousness? Or is it because it's not the right music? What is the right music? Is it soft music that's happy you're supposed to listen to? Is it heavy mad music you're supposed to listen to? Or is it your own you write that you read to make you feel better? Is it the idea of something more that's supposed to heal you? Make you feel better? Why doesn't it? Why is no one there when you need help and people there to only take your help without gratitude for what good you've done? Why do people make you feel bad just to make themselves feel good? Why is it I ask these questions? Why is it people put me in the state of mind to ask these questions? Is it because there's nothing better to do? Is it a cry for help? Am I just bugging around trying to get attention? Am I going to continue forever and ever? I feel like
IowaIf you visit Iowa,
you'll call her fields empty,
but she wasn't born that way.
A part of her was carved out
when she was ripped between Virginia
and the purple mountains of New Mexico.
Her gold hair, she tore it out when she realized
it didn't make her a princess.
She laid her locks strung along every road
leading somewhere else.
White hairs on her cheeks
are scars from winter.
Her hair darkens with the dampness
of summer rains.
The storms are never silent,
but neither is life when there's a tear
in your childhood where
a parent ought to be.
I've been flooded by Iowa's sorrow.
The only way I can distract her from her own voided landscape
is if I hate myself harder than she cries.
She just wants to fly
and I want to bus or train,
not because I fear death, but because
I want to take living slow.
It's the only way I ever feel.
From the air it's hard to watch Earth's hips move.
But Earth can't compare to the country.
That's my girl.
Full grown even when harvesting season's j
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