Questions

Isn’t music supposed to heal you? Sooth you? Make you feel better? Why doesn’t it? Is it because I’m sitting here trying to be emotional by sub-consciousness? Or is it because it’s not the right music? What is the right music? Is it soft music that’s happy you’re supposed to listen to?  Is it heavy mad music you’re supposed to listen to?  Or is it your own you write that you read to make you feel better? Is it the idea of something more that’s supposed to heal you? Make you feel better? Why doesn’t it?  Why is no one there when you need help and people there to only take your help without gratitude for what good you’ve done? Why do people make you feel bad just to make themselves feel good? Why is it I ask these questions? Why is it people put me in the state of mind to ask these questions? Is it because there’s nothing better to do? Is it a cry for help? Am I just bugging around trying to get attention? Am I going to continue forever and ever? I feel like ending here shall I? yes I shall...